I sat at the kitchen table and stared into my coffee like it was an oracle that could tell me what to do next. I honestly had never even considered this possibility. Not that I felt bad about that. Who could possibly have expected this?
When Cathy appeared in that doorway, I thought I was going to die. My first thought had been that she was catching me in the act of cheating on her. Of course, that was wrong since I had broken up with her a week before. Then I thought to protect Megan by claiming it was entirely my fault. What a joke that had been…
“Cathy? Um, this isn’t what it looks like I swear, I didn’t mean to…”
“Don’t be silly, Kyle. Of course it is what it looks like.”
“Ok, yeah, I guess it is. But it is really all my fault. I led her on and created this. Megan would never do this if I had not pushed her to…”
“Kyle Miller! Don’t you even try to take credit for this! I worked too damn hard to set this up,” Megan backed away as she said it and sat up to look down on me. “You had absolutely no clue, and you know it. Your stupid attempt at being noble is just getting you into more trouble. This could have gone a lot easier.”
“Ok, I’m really fucking confused now. I don’t know what to say, and I don’t know what to do. Either of you want to help me out here?” I looked from where Megan was sitting next to me on the bed over to Cathy in the doorway as I said it. I was still trying to think straight. The only thing I could really grasp at that moment was what a mistake it would be to open my mouth again.
Cathy moved into the room and set the tray down on the hope chest at the end of the bed. For a moment the rising sun shone through the white lace of the robe and I couldn’t help but respond to how beautiful she looked. Then I remembered she was my ex, and the girl I had broken up with her in order to chase was sitting in bed with me.
I glanced over at Megan only to find her staring at Cathy with a look that I was certain had just been on my face. Cathy must have seen it, too.
“You like it, baby? I bought it special just for this weekend. I wanted to look pretty for you.” As she finished speaking Cathy moved forward and leaned over to kiss Megan. Not a light, friendly best girlfriends kiss either. My jaw must have dropped a foot.
“So you obviously didn’t tell him last night, then. Did you, Meg? Couldn’t fit it into the, umm, conversation?” Cathy gave Megan a sweet, knowing smile.
“I’m sorry, sugar. I started to, but I chickened out. So I told him something else.”
“Really? That fast?” Cathy giggled, “It was months before you told me. Judging from Goldie there on the nightstand he didn’t run away either, did he? I told you he wouldn’t. Did you have fun, baby?”
As Megan grinned and nodded, Cathy once more leaned in to kiss her. It was too much. I couldn’t take it.
“Now hold on just one fucking second! Months? Months, Megan? Cathy? The whole time you and I have been together? How the fuck is that possible?” I found my voice rising despite willing it not to do so.
“It’s easy, Kyle. You saw what you wanted to see; heard what you wanted to hear. Neither of us ever lied to you. And the whole time we’ve been together? Excuse me, but didn’t you dump me? Didn’t you think it was a little odd that Meg and I got friendly so quick? Oh no, not God’s gift to women. Not possible that any girl could want more than you could…”
“HEY, I wasn’t seeing another GUY behind YOUR back, Cathy!”
“WELL, MAYBE NOT SEXUALLY, BUT WHERE WAS I ON THE PRIORITY LIST, YOU SON-OF-A…”
“OBVIOUSLY HIGHER ON IT THAN THE REAL TRUTH WAS ON YOURS…”
“CATHY! KYLE! Knock this shit off now!” Megan didn’t say it harshly, but she had to yell for us to hear her over our own argument. “Cathy, sugar, we can’t do it this way. Remember what we talked about? Kyle, get your ass out of here and let me talk to Cathy for a minute. Go down to the kitchen and have a cup of coffee. And calm down. Remember what I said last night? Nothing is different about that this morning. Please?”
“Yeah, Mr. High and Mighty! Get the fuck out of here for a minute! After what you pulled last Sunday…”
“What I pulled? WHAT I PULL…”
“KYLE! Please? I swear I will be right down. Just let me talk to Cathy for a minute.”
“CATHY! Shhh, sugar, just give me a sec. Kyle, I know you’re confused and probably hurt. So is Cathy. And it is all my doing. So give me a second, ok?”
“But I…ok. I will go down and have a cup of coffee. But I want an explanation. And it better be good.”
“Honey, I promise you, it will be. Just let me calm Cathy down, ok? This has been really hard on her.”
“Yeah, I can believe that. It’s already the weirdest morning I’ve ever had…”
So I grabbed a robe that was hanging on the back of the door and went downstairs. I grabbed some bacon off the griddle and poured a cup of coffee for myself. Then I sat down alone at the kitchen table, trying to make pendik escort sense of it all. Upstairs I could hear Cathy and Megan talking. I couldn’t hear the actual words, but I could sense the rise and fall of the conversation through the pitch of their voices. I could tell Megan was reminding Cathy of things they had already talked over. I could tell when a decision was reached. They stood up; one set of footsteps walked towards the bathroom and the shower was turned on.
I took my coffee and moved into the living room to sit on the couch where things had started last night. Our clothes were still here, but Cathy had folded them and set them off to one side on a rocking chair. How long had she been here? How had she known where to come?
“Because it’s my house, Kyle.”
“Huh?” Oh god, I hadn’t realized I was talking out loud. “Cathy, I’m sorry I yelled. It was just such a shock. So I lashed out. I’m used to responding that way, you know. Something unexpected happens and I start looking to hit somebody.”
“You were shocked. Well, now you know how I felt on Sunday. Do you have any idea how much your little attempt at being noble almost cost? I must admit, I thought I knew you better than that. But no, Megan was the one who predicted it. It just hurt so much. It caught me by surprise. I didn’t think you could surprise me, and I sure as hell didn’t think my girlfriend would know my boyfriend better than I did.”
Cathy came over and sat down on the couch next to me. It was awkward. I didn’t know what to do. I mean, it had only been a week. I still kinda felt like she was my girlfriend. I even started to put my arm around her. She made the decision for me. She leaned over and put her head on against my neck and my arm just naturally fell off the couch and draped her shoulders.
“By the way, you look really cute in my purple and pink bathrobe.”
The laughter was healing. It relaxed me, and I started to just talk.
“I don’t get it, Cathy. How did this happen? I mean, I never even suspected.”
“Of course you didn’t. We didn’t want you to suspect. We played it like we met through you. Besides, it is not exactly the first thing that would pop into your mind. Megan and I don’t exactly look like a couple of raging bull dykes, eh? Wake up, Kyle. There ain’t no such thing. Anymore than all football players are brain dead he-men woman haters.”
“Well, I don’t know, Cat. You don’t know a lot of the guys on the team.”
“Shhh. Listen, I flirted with you first, remember. I wanted a man; you were cute, and smarter than you looked. Megan knew you were thinking about pledging, so she checked with some of the guys. They said you were a little distant but basically honorable and an ok guy. So I made you take me out. But I didn’t count on falling in love with you, you bastard. You weren’t supposed to be so decent. You were just a fuck toy. But then you turned out to be so much deeper than that.”
“So I started spending a lot more time with you. Megan got jealous. She had always known I was still interested in guys, but the sharing things other than sex was harder for her. So she started thinking about boys again for the first time since high school. She went out with a couple of guys, and I realized what was happening. So I came up with this plan. I could fix everything. Megan would have a chance to play, and I would get to keep both of you. But you started backing off before I could do anything. Then you pledged, and Megan talked Gina into making sure she got you as her little brother. I thought she could fix it all. I was going to get my cake and eat it too.”
“Then it all went to hell when your Grandpa died. You were hurting, and I couldn’t see you. When Megan got the phone call from Darren, we thought it was perfect. She could help even though I couldn’t. But then things got really weird.”
“I know. Because I started telling Megan things I never told you. Like how I don’t sleep with the girls I really let in to my heart.”
“Which really fucking hurt me, by the way! That you could say that about me…”
“But don’t you see, Cathy? That’s why. That’s why I was pulling away. I started wanting to tell you things. I wanted more from you. And I didn’t think I was ready for that.”
“Oh but you were ready to do it with MY girlfriend!”
“Not at first. Not until she kissed me…”
“Which I had not planned on. I wasn’t lying Kyle. I got a little drunk and things got out of control. I shouldn’t have kissed you. You’re the first man I’ve kissed in almost two years.”
I hadn’t even heard the shower turn off, but Megan was standing at the bottom of the stairs wrapped in a towel.
“So after you took off on me, I went and told Gina what I had done. Gina knows about Cathy and I, and she was a little surprised to say the least. Even though she had warned me I was playing with fire. She gave me the ‘I told you so’ look and then told me to go home. That she would fix it.”
“FUCK! Does everybody know tuzla escort about this but me?”
“Really, Kyle, I promise it’s not like that. Gina and my roommate Linda are the only ones that know anything, and Linda knows a lot less than Gina. Otherwise, it is just the three of us.”
“Anyway Kyle,” Cathy said as she got up and started walking over to the stairwell, “We thought we had it under control. But then you did the one thing we had never even suspected. You broke up with me. Suddenly, all my plans were for nothing. And you dumped me for my own girlfriend! I was hurt, I was shocked, and I was furious. I thought Meg and you had been up to something behind my back. As soon as you left I went over to confront Megan with my proof that she had been cheating on me.”
“Which is why I had been crying when you showed up,” Megan said, taking over as she put her arm around the shorter girl. “I thought Cathy and I were through. We finally managed to get calmed down, and we were going to go see you together. But you came to my room first. To tell me what Cathy had already figured out. That you were in love with me.”
“So all along you were going to just add me as a third to your couple? Tell me something girls, did you ever think to ask my opinion about this?”
“Well, yes.” said Megan. “But we didn’t really think you would refuse us. I mean, it’s every guy’s fantasy, right? Two gorgeous girls at the same time? Besides, we knew that once you realized that we were ok with it, and that we wanted it that way…I mean, you already wanted us both. We already knew that.”
“So c’mon back upstairs, lover boy,” Cathy said, crooking a finger at me before turning and giving Megan a deep slow kiss. As the two girls tongues darted together, I felt the inner confusion and misgivings start to melt away.
But my pride wouldn’t let me give in so easily. I had been played for a major fool. All of my own personal bullshit about being in control of my emotions and my life and these two girls had completely twisted me in a knot and made plans to just use me. Even thought the anger was pretty much gone, I still felt perplexed at how easily I had been deceived.
“C’mon upstairs? This isn’t a bad porno flick! The two of you have been incredibly cold and calculating about all of this and now I’m supposed to just give in and follow you upstairs like a little boy after the candy?”
Cathy gave me a grin that could have sold a thousand used cars. “You’ve tasted us both. Aren’t we a little sweeter than candy?”
“Until last night I would have said you were the best lover I ever had, Cat. The only girl who has ever made me feel it more intensely is the one whose ass you’re grabbing. But you know what they say about if something seems too good to be true then it probably is? It’s too easy and too hard at the same time. How is this supposed to work in the long run? How am I supposed to trust either of you ever again? Yes, the two of you together would be everything I ever wanted but…”
“Kyle,” Cathy interrupted, “Do you remember the movie we watched the other night. Do you remember what Willy Wonka said happened to the man who suddenly got everything he ever wanted?” She leaned over and whispered something in Megan’s ear.
“No, Cat,” I replied, “what happened to the man who suddenly got everything he ever wanted?”
As Cathy smiled Megan slipped her head down to Cathy’s chest, moved aside the white silk and began sucking on the pink nipple beneath the lace. Cathy’s breath caught before she turned back to stare me dead in the eyes.
“He lived happily ever after, Kyle…”
She said it and then pulled Megan back up to her face and slipped her tongue into Megan’s waiting mouth. Megan moaned as Cathy’s hands ran down her back to grasp those wonderful ass cheeks and squeeze them hard. Megan dropped back down to lick Cathy’s nipples one more time and then they both looked in my direction.
What am I, nuts? Any guy I know would kill to be here watching this. Let alone being invited upstairs to play.
I got up off the couch and walked slowly across the room to where both Megan and Cathy were reaching out for my hands. They pulled me into their embrace, and suddenly I was kissing them both; turning my head to kiss Megan and then back to Cathy, then pulling away to watch them kiss each other. I let my hands roam up and down their bodies and then come to rest with one on each girl’s ass. Cathy’s was much smaller and tighter than Megan’s, in dramatic contrast to Cathy’s almost oversized chest.
Cathy giggled suddenly and pulled us in tight.
“I’ve been wanting this for so long. It was so hard, being with one of you one night and the other the next. When the whole time I was dreaming of both of you. I can’t believe this is finally happening, especially after I came so close to losing you. I couldn’t bear to lose either of you and yet I almost lost you both.”
“Cathy, love, just because Kyle was being an idiot don’t think I was kartal escort going anywhere. I was never leaving you, you have to know that.”
“No, Meg, you’re wrong. I saw the look in your eyes. It came close. If he had said so, you would have left me.” A single tear started to trickle down Cathy’s face.
I kissed it away. I didn’t say anything, just kissed away the tear and then looked deep into Cathy’s eyes and then into Megan’s. I straightened my shoulders with a little shake and tried to thrust out my jaw and look strong.
“I think I’m man enough for you both.”
The quasi-serious statement broke both girls into fits of laughter and some of the tension lifted away. Cathy recovered first and put a scowl on over her grin.
“I guess we better take you upstairs and let you prove it then.”
She grabbed the lapels of her own purple and pink robe and pulled me up the stairs, walking backwards, her eyes locked on mine the whole time. Deep in her eyes there was something new there. Call it intensity, or a sharp focus. She had made up her mind about something and now it was going to be hers. Deep in her eyes there was something new. It was almost feral. Carnivorous. It being the first time I’d seen it, it scared me a little. I’ve learned, however, that the look presages something special, and if I just let it happen I will be made deliriously happy.
She was channeling the emotional energy that had led to tears only a moment before. Making it work for her instead of against her. It was the first time she ever really took command.
Megan was following me up the stairs and her breathing was a lot harder than the short flight could account for by itself. I glanced back as we entered the bedroom again and the sun reflecting off her face made her look something like a child on Christmas morning, a child that was just coming around the corner and discovering that Santa really had visited in the night. Cathy’s voice interrupted my dream state. “Oh god. I’ve been dreaming about this for two months. Why don’t you two get rid of those things?”
I let Cathy’s robe fall backwards off my shoulders as Megan let the towel drop to the floor. We both stood naked in the light of the early morning sun while Cathy cast her shadow across us. She still wore the white lace robe and silky teddy and with the sun behind her she looked like an angel if not a goddess.
“Come here and get me out of this. I want to feel your hands and lips on my body. I’m the one that didn’t get laid last night, remember? I want to be spoiled…”
I looked over at Megan and then motioned with my eyes towards Cathy. Megan nodded and moved forward to stand on Cathy’s right while I stood on her left. We made eye contact again before pushing the while lace robe off Cathy’s shoulders to fall to the floor and then we stared at each other while we slipped the straps of the silk and lace teddy aside. We had to pull it forward a bit so it would not hang on her chest. As it fell to Cathy’s hips, I reached down and slid it the rest of the way. Megan took Cathy’s chin and turned to kiss her once more.
I slid the teddy into a white silken puddle at Cathy’s feet and then ran my hands back up over her thighs and belly to rest on the underside of her tits. I moved my thumbs over each nipple and leaned over her. Megan sensed me, pulled her mouth away and used her hand on Cathy’s chin to turn her into my kiss. As my tongue lanced out to slip over Cat’s teeth I felt my left thumb pushed aside and Megan began to suck on Cat’s right nipple.
The breath left Cathy for a moment and she began to lean forward into me. Then she straightened, as though she had remembered her desire to be the one in control. I filed the lapse away in my mind for use later as Cathy stepped forward out of the teddy and moved her hands up to control both Meg and my chins, using the tip of the nail on each index finger. Cathy spun and walked backwards to the bed, her nails digging into our soft skin as she used only that hard tip to compel each of us to follow her. When her legs came to rest against the bed she eased down and moved her hands behind our heads. She tangled her fingers in Megan’s hair and pushed down upon my shoulder to bring us to our knees on either side of her.
Megan bent her head down and began kissing down Cathy’s leg to her right foot. I watched as Meg her tongue across the top of the foot and slipped Cathy’s big toe into her mouth. Cathy’s whole body shivered as she continued to lick and suck at her big toe. Megan glanced up at me and raised her eyebrows. I took the hint, and began kissing my way down from Cat’s left leg as Meg had done with her right.
Cathy’s hands squeezed the edge of the bed hard as I joined Megan in making love to her toes with my mouth. It was something I had never thought of doing. I found it fascinating the way Cathy was alternating between deep moans and little giggles as one of us touched her in a way that tickled. The whole reaction from Cathy was interesting. She was definitely feeling this in more places than just her feet and I decided that this could be a fun game to play later. But right now I wanted something more direct. I began to re-climb the leg with kisses.